April

So. It's been 9 months, since my last entry. Why? Because I've been busy with living, and trying to enjoy it at the same time. Why I chose to write now then? Because this seventeen-year-old sillyhead is soon to be the big 18. Times flies unbelievably fast. It's scary. Especially because you don't really notice it, unless something like old photos make you put things into perspective.

Summer has arrived in north at last (oh well as much summer that we can expect...). Yours truly have just arrived from the largest festival in North, but more on that later when I've processed my photos.

My plans for the summer? To read tons of inspiring and fascinating books,  swim with the mermaids at sea, smile to strangers and dance away in the evening sun.   

I wish you a lovely summer (or winter) with all your loved ones.
Kys, Clara.

http://www.flickr.com/photos/clara-on-adventure/

The dew layed upon the grass that surrounded her in the cool morning breeze. The flowers tried to convince her to stay. The wind only whispered encouraging words. As the car started to roll, she was no longer in doubt. With firm hands on the steering wheel, she drove through the lonesome landscape. The radio was playing Riders On The Storm, and she had never felt so free.

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Spending my time sipping coffee and worrying too much about life and future. Why does time go by so fast? It's surreal.

summer breeze,

she dances careless in the sun,

whispers sweet words from the sixties

the buttercups dances along

Sometimes in between the giggling and socialising I forget to breathe. I forget being me. Does that make sence? I become carried away with the prejudging, pretending and narrow-mindness. After, I always have an anxious feeling in my stummick and my head seems to explode. Kharma is a bitch. That's when I curl up in my bead, listen to music and read a book. Or I play my temporary favorite song on guitar. It might sound silly or naive, but it truly helps to regain my spirit. Tea helps too.  

Have a lovely weekend, with unforgettable moments and honest laughs.

ps The beautiful light spirited girl on the photo is my dear friend Olivia <3.